It wouldn't be me, not the real me, if I just shut up and swallowed all the time.
You may be like that. Maybe that makes you more submissive than me.
When stuff bugs me I do swallow sometimes. I'm a grown up. We learn to deal with stuff, not to fight everything, to try to pick our battles.
Yesterday, in the midst of the shitstorm that my life suddenly turned into (and yeah, I get that none of my problems were huge), I had a nasty little interchange with my Dom.
It started small and blew up from there.
I said my bit last night. Told him what was wrong. I think he thinks he gets what was wrong and thinks it ridiculous. I think he has no understanding of what my issue was in the first place.
It was a nasty pissy little fight.
Not surprising after the day I had.
I wish it hadn't happened.
I want to turn back time.
Though I damn sure don't want to relive yesterday.
Today has to be better, right?